Hello world.

I am a very sick girl blah. I'm also exhausted and wondering why the hell I'm just starting to write at 11:27 pm. oh well

I haven't written in a billion years, to be honest I completely forgot I had a blog. lol...lets just say I've been busy.

I have play practice for my school production of Grease! I'm Frenchy! I have to wear two wigs during the performance.

Oh p.s remember I said I broke up with my boyfriend a while back...well we got back together. It was a bad idea. I thought that i missed him and thought that I wanted to get back together... but it was the wrong thing to do...I realize now that I was lonely. I feel awful about it..and I'm not sure how I'm going to end it...my boyfriend has no idea I feel this way...look what a mess I've gotten myself into.

pissed off

OMG!! i'M SO MAD RIGHT NOW! EVERYTHING IS GOING TO SHIT! I feel like screaming! I'm just mad at everything and everyone right now. AHHHHHHHHHHHH
I feel so hopeless..i'm so unhappy...i just feel like breaking down.
Fuck Erik for making me miss him!
Fuck heather for getting mad at me for no fucking reason!
Fuck rachel for not helping me!
Fuck Jason for making me feel like crap 24/7
Fuck Rosie for being jealous!
Fuck morgan for making me feel like an awful sister!
Fuck myself for letting it all get to me!

Do you remember the 21st night of september.....you all know the song ( i hope).

anywho its been a while since i've written. I've just been really busy.
Since then:
I've broken up with my boyfriend (tears) but luckily we decided to stay friends, i hope that turns out well.
My friend broke up with my other friend (more tears)
Today my sister and her boyfriend broke up ( tear fest)

so this month is the month of breakups. and a lot of tears.

I'll write again soon goodnight to all

Today was my first day of Senior year. I was surprisingly excited the night before, when usually i think of school with dread. I had a good day, however it got pretty redundant as i stumbled from class to class getting the same lecture about rules and grading. But all in all I like my classes and it was a pretty decent day.

sorry i haven't posted in a while, but since school is starting in 2 days, I've been running around trying to see as many of my friends as i can.

Since i last posted I have:

1. Went to Warped Tour where some of my favorite bands played: Say Anything, Motion City Soundtrack, Rise Against, Ludo....
2. Saw I Am Ghost (a band)
3. Saw Pineapple Express
   
4. Slept over my friend's house tuns and tuns of times
5. Went to the beach
6. And more stuff that i can't recall right now

Anyway I had a great summer and I'm sorry to say goodbye to it...but now I'm a Senior !!Whoot!

I've been at my friends house since Tuesday..and I just got home today..lol

Tomorrow is my favorite cousin's engagement party. I'm going to be one of her bridesmaids!! Yay

also Monday I'm going to get my warped tour ticket XD

Okay so two exciting things:

1. I just got home!!! yay!
2. I finished Breaking Dawn! It was amazing! Better than the second and third!!!and that is saying a lot. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH