This week has been pretty hectic..i haven't had much time to do anything. I have an AP history test coming up that I haven't studied for yet..well not enough at least.Anyway, once the test is over i'll finally be able to relax. Okay so I went to see Baby Mama today, and i liked it a lot..hahahaha. Hmmm what else happened. Well I could talk about my somewhat confusing relationship i have with this guy at school. We act like we're a couple, everyone thinks we're a couple, i've finally realized that i do like him, and now i'm just waiting and hoping that he likes me back. If it happens then there will be quite a lot of couples in my group. My sister has a boyfriend, so does my best friend, and so does my other friend. (singing song) love is in the air every time i look around!hahaha

I went bowling yesterday after going to a baby's first birthday! it was really fun..and i won!!anyway nothing else to report.

Ok so I just finished this book called "You Know Where to Find Me". I t was a quick read (I started it this morning), but I liked it very much. It is by Rachel Cohn, who helped write Nick and Norah's infinite playlist, which was a great book.

All I can say is that if you want to kill yourself ( which I highly suggest you don't, and implore you not to) and nothing will change your mind, not therapy not anti depressants not family and friends, than DO NOT TAKE PILLS TO KILL YOURSELF! This book has taught me that taking pills is not a peaceful way out. In almost all cases of overdoses, the person does not die from the drug itself. Their body tries to get rid of the poison by making you throw up, but because the drugs have rendered you numb and pretty much unmoving, you choke on your vomit, which gets into your lungs and you die a painful and gruesome death.

Now that I am on the subject of suicide, I have to give you my opinion (bare with me I might go off on a tangent here). Some people might argue that if the person is going through that much pain and suffering that they shouldn't have to live anymore, and although I see their point and will sometimes agree with it depending on the day, right now I disagree. I do not have personal experience but I know people who have had their friend or family member kill themselves, and it is extremely selfish. Once you are gone, the people you left behind, everyone you have ever touched, are in turmoil. They will blame themselves for not stopping you, maybe they might blame themselves for your pain, even if it was not their fault. Not just that but they will miss you more than is imaginable. It is not fare to put others, your loves ones through that much pain.

tell me what you think

Last Night I slept over my friends house, and even though we were supposed to be sleeping, we ended up talking far into the night. We talked about everything. It feels good to be able to spill your soul once and a while. When was the last time you told someone your secrets and regrets? Are you one of those people that don't trust others enough to tell them your story?

Today I was talking to my friend about random stuff, and one thing led to another and we began speaking of the human race.

Sometimes I'll just be going through my day and something will strike me like:

• We polute the world
• we polute our bodies with drugs, alcohol, and cigarettes
• we cut down forests
• we waste paper without a thought; napkins, writing paper, etc.
• we use up our water without caring that some people in the world can't even have clean water to drink
• we slaughter animals, thinking we are the superior race
• we slaughter eachother
• we cover the earth with cement
• and yet we complain about smog and are shocked that we are experiencing global warming
• we think we can do terrible things to the earth and there will be no consequences

My friend said that we are like a virus that spreads and kills everything in our path. He was right

I know there's good in the world, but i all i can see right now is the bad

hmm what happened this week?

Ok so i went to school...boring ( yeah that was pretty much my week)

except today; my friend and I went to see prom night...it was fun because the theatre was packed with mostly teens who were screaming and yelling random things : )
there was this one part of the movie where its dark and the main character backs into a lamp and screams (and the whole theatre screamed as well) :) anyway fun times

YAY IT'S THE WEEKEND!

hahaha

ok so i didn't win against procrastination. I got half way through my essay and then it was really late and I couldn't stay awake to finish it....so...i didn't go to school today :)
lame I know...but I'd rather be lame than get an incomplete in an AP class.

DBQ

I am struggling with a DBQ (document based question) right now. I hope none of you have had to endure them, i wouldn't wish them on my enemy.

lets hope i win against procrastination

Sleep=Happiness/twilight movie/shutter

Today I woke up at 1:30 pm :) If you haven't noticed I love to sleep! I plan to be very lazy today.

Anyway my friend has been sending me millions of pictures of stuff from the new Twilight movie, so I'm going to show you some of them.

go to these links: http://shocktillyoudrop.com/news/topnews.php?id=5429
http://amhphotography.typepad.com/photos/kalama/edward383.html


so I love scary movies, and my friend and I try to see any and every scary movie we can. Anyway last night at 9:40 we saw shutter. It was not good. Don't see it, the ending was so retarded.
Throughout the movie the main character was complaining of a pain in his neck. At the end of the movie we find out that the reason for the pain was that the ghost chick was sitting on his shoulders! Stupid right? The last scene was of him in an insane asylum (because he had tried to electrocute himself), and he's slouched on the bed and the ghost girl is draped over his back. Ummm weird.

CITY OF ASHES

So I bought City of Ashes tuesday and finished it wednesday. It was so good! There's going to be another one! yay! I've got to do homework..ewww